LIVELAVALIVE

I love this kid.

In the Shadow of your Heart.

Man This is so good. And you know how you think things in your head and you wonder in like 10 years how you'll feel about your past and how things panned out... and you just get this gut feeling that you know how things SHOULD turn out, but you cant know.

Im a pretty inconsistant person.... or have been in certain areas.. but this is somethin i cant shake and have tried to for YEARS. Backdoors and Back burners i'll take what i can get and appreciate it cuz who knows how long youll be around, cuz I know i'll always have that lil spark inside dreaaamming or hopin, but I'll never cross that line that could ruin a real beautiful friendship. too scared not worth it, cuz I alwaysss lose! ha. You'll always be my what if person. how can someone give you energy from merely hearing their voice even after so many years and ups and downs. I guess its not just a phase. If it is its the longest phase Ive ever been through. Its not hard for me to mask it all though cuz its too important to me! Its probably not even a good idea to blog about it but no one reads this anyway. Maybe. this word will make or break me.

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Tomorrow is a mystery

sometimes i forget about today. I need to remember that I need to make today the best day I can so that my future will be solid. I can easily get too caught up in daydreaming about tomorrow and where i will be and what i will be doing and who i will be with. But if i just daydream about it then the day will slip by, and its one day further away than it would have been if i would have made the NOW a 100 percent effort. I am such a fantasizerrrr and dreamer that it can make me forget about today.

tomorrow is a product of all the efforts of my yesterdays and today. I cant forget that! geeemini.
EMBRACE THE NOW!!!! now.

I SPECIALIZE IN BRANCH

today was good but i suck at uni. and i think im wasting thousands of dollars as i type this right now i mean im the biggest procrastinator there is in the world i dont even deserve to go to school. I need to care more. and Its not that i hate school i love it, i just am so scared of it and hate writing papers and dont wana fail. but thats what is making me fail. where is my logic in this ??

had a good week. ALLY MEISTER got my painting tattooed onto her body!!! what the heck man! here is the photo!!! unreal!!!

had a great week tho fri hung out with jes and people then sat same. lol chuckie and sammy were fun sunday was amazing! church rocked my world and balcony sesh and twilight was sick tea and candles and edwward cullin....mmm. I tried to teach margaret how to skate and she fell and i ran after her and split my toe open. but it was great!

I LOVE MY BONES.

The way you view the world says alot more about yourself than it does about the world.

God help you if your an ugly girl, course too pretty is also your doom, cuz everyone harbours a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room.

SICK PHOTOS BRO.

REVELATION!

BIG WEEK THIS WEEK.

spring break..or mid semester break as the call it out here considering its not even spring.. haha

spent the week with the fabulous eckfords. =] and i love them!!!
went to the CK went to botanical gardens, took a ferry to manly, went to curl curl, margaret drove like a pro her dad said some unforgettable stufff i have a new found love for the people of the south.

haha i need to write this down so i dont forget.

"yall got some good ferilizer up in here"
"theres brandon using his apple pod"
"i need my mobilizer"
"aw now theres a car behind us. CRAP!"
"i want hungry jacks"
"bullsheeeit"
"freekin"
"look at those americans in their khaki pants hanging by the poop station"


sooo good.

God spoke to me alot this week. life is clearing up and i can see ahead of me! I have never been so worry free. im really hot in my hoodie right now but too lazy to take it off.

i got a 61 on my history paper...wowww good thing this one is only 5 percent of my grade.

I love Jesus and life and LA and my friends and SYDNEY and hillsong and harvest and my baby cousin charlie shes the cutest! got to hear her cry on skype so cute.

ttfn bloggy.